Saturday, February 23, 2013

15 weeks

It'`s been a while.
Sorry sayang mummy's been to mabuk and too lazy to jot down my thots..
Huhu..

Even at 15 weeks..
I still have nausea most of the time..
Luckily the actual barfing have reduce to 1-3 times in a day..
It used to be 4-5 times a day..
So I'll take 1-3 times a day gladly.. Huhu..

Last week..
Mummy had a scare little dot..
Eversince i know I'm pregnant with you, I've become more and more paranoid..
Haihh..

Tetiba satu hari tuh rase mcm mild cramping..
Padahal since I awal2 pon tak pernah rase macam tu..
Walaupon pain threshold takde la sakit sangat, but it's enough to make me and daddy worried..
Especially lepas 2 hari pon ade rase mild cramping jugak.

But the thing was..
I might have been imagining it on the first place..  Hehe..

Ye la.. biasa kita kan jumpa Dr. Dev every 2 weeks..
Tapi sebab dah past 12 weeks.. Dr Dev cakap no need to see him as frequent..
Once a month jek jumpa dia..

Rase lamaaa gila nak abeskan 1 month to little dot..
So balik keja tu terus kitaorg gi clinic..

Scan machine tu plak dah kategori wargaemas..
Doctor tu terpaksa switch on switch off 2-3 kali before it can actually work.. Hahaha..
But nevertheless.. Dr. said you were healthy and happy inside there..
No visible bleeding or whatnot.. We can clearly seen your heartbeat.. (Tapi scan machine nih tak power mcm kat sepital punya)..
And mummy was facing the other way so I did not get to see you as much as daddy did..
Sebab daddy dok sebelah doctor..

Daddy confirmed what the doctor saw/ said..
At one point he can clearly see you in your full baby form..
Mummy jeles sbb mummy tak dapat tgk sangat.. Hehe..

Anyway, next week sabtu kita pegi jumpa Dr Dev ok..
Hopefully by then we'll be able to see whether you're a gegirl or a boboy..
Honestly.. Mummy doesnt really mind as long as you're healthy and happy..
But i have a feeling that I'm carrying a girl..
We'll see soon enough okay :)

At 15 weeks..
Some if not most people can already feel their babies moving..
My experienced frens describe the feeling as "blub blub blub".
Macam ade bubble coming from inside..

Mummy is trying my best not to panic..
Cause mummy pon tak sure ade rase ke tak..
Huhuhuuh..

Nevermind little dot..
When you're ready I'm sure you'll let me feel you inside me :)

Can't wait to see you through the scan machine soon..
XoXo

Monday, February 4, 2013

My 1st Trimester

1.  I am 12 weeks pregnant now. (13 weeks if you count my 1st day of last period)
2.  People said morning sickness generally taper off by the time one entered 2nd trimester.
3.  Today is my first day of 2nd trimester.
4.  I still got "morning", "afternoon" and "evening" sickness.
5.  I think people lied in point #2. Pffttt!
6.  Since last 2 weeks, I've been puking at least 3-4 times a day.. Once in the morning during toothbrushing activity, once after breakfast, once after lunch, once in the evening after tea, once after dinner.. On my good days, I will managed to keep down at least one of my meals during the day.. Alhamdulillah..
7.  People said that nausea and vomitting is a sign that the baby's healthy. Please God let that be true. I don't mind vomitting 4 times a day if this means that my baby is happy and healthy.
8.  People also said that my "morning-all-day-sickness" is all in the mind.
9.  I feel like boxing their ears when they said point #8 to me.  T_____T
10.  Trust me, this is not something I made up all in my mind. Who wanted to puke so many times in one day. Even a bullimic will salute me :P
11.  At least I don't have fatigue. Energy level is normal, but i do tend to be tired after too much puking in a day.
12.  I think I can control my crankiness and mood swings. But my husband might tell you otherwise. Hehe.
13.  My tummy has started showing enough for people you knew I'm pregnant to notice. Other people might think that I have masalah kegemukan.
14.  To tell you the truth, i think it is partially due to my pre-existing masalah kegemukan.. But maybe I shud keep that to myself :P
15.  Before my pregnancy, kalau perut jauh kedepan, still boleh cover kalau tahan nafas (especially time nak amik gambar). Tapi sekarang tak boleh dah. Takde beza tahan nafas ke tak melainkan rase tak cukup oksigen saje.
16.  No cravings yet thus far.. What to crave if I keep on puking right. My objectives nowadays is just to make sure i don't puke back my food.
17.  I no longer eat spicy foods cause it is not a good feeling to puke back spicy food!! (lesson learnt the hard way. huhuhu)
18.  Today i (think) i took the last of my proluton jabs. Hopefully my fibroid will not be bothering my precious baby anymore.
19.  I wear fitflop to work now. Eventho my fitflops are more expensive than all of my Vincci work shoes, I still look so selekeh. But i don't really care. :P
20.  I tried shopping for flat shoes in Vincci one day. But i hate them all and I ended up buying another stiletto instead. Huhu..
21. Can't wait to see my baby this Wednesday. :)
22.  My cats (especially) Hiro still sleeps with me everyday. He's such a good boy. I will blog about pregnancy vs. cats in another post okay.
23.  My husband forbids me to drive since we know of our pregnancy. I hope I will not lose my samseng jalanan skills due to lack of practice.
24.  I think I'll stop for now.
25.  Please pray for me and my baby's health. Amin.