15 weeks

It'`s been a while.
Sorry sayang mummy's been to mabuk and too lazy to jot down my thots..
Huhu..

Even at 15 weeks..
I still have nausea most of the time..
Luckily the actual barfing have reduce to 1-3 times in a day..
It used to be 4-5 times a day..
So I'll take 1-3 times a day gladly.. Huhu..

Last week..
Mummy had a scare little dot..
Eversince i know I'm pregnant with you, I've become more and more paranoid..
Haihh..

Tetiba satu hari tuh rase mcm mild cramping..
Padahal since I awal2 pon tak pernah rase macam tu..
Walaupon pain threshold takde la sakit sangat, but it's enough to make me and daddy worried..
Especially lepas 2 hari pon ade rase mild cramping jugak.

But the thing was..
I might have been imagining it on the first place..  Hehe..

Ye la.. biasa kita kan jumpa Dr. Dev every 2 weeks..
Tapi sebab dah past 12 weeks.. Dr Dev cakap no need to see him as frequent..
Once a month jek jumpa dia..

Rase lamaaa gila nak abeskan 1 month to little dot..
So balik keja tu terus kitaorg gi clinic..

Scan machine tu plak dah kategori wargaemas..
Doctor tu terpaksa switch on switch off 2-3 kali before it can actually work.. Hahaha..
But nevertheless.. Dr. said you were healthy and happy inside there..
No visible bleeding or whatnot.. We can clearly seen your heartbeat.. (Tapi scan machine nih tak power mcm kat sepital punya)..
And mummy was facing the other way so I did not get to see you as much as daddy did..
Sebab daddy dok sebelah doctor..

Daddy confirmed what the doctor saw/ said..
At one point he can clearly see you in your full baby form..
Mummy jeles sbb mummy tak dapat tgk sangat.. Hehe..

Anyway, next week sabtu kita pegi jumpa Dr Dev ok..
Hopefully by then we'll be able to see whether you're a gegirl or a boboy..
Honestly.. Mummy doesnt really mind as long as you're healthy and happy..
But i have a feeling that I'm carrying a girl..
We'll see soon enough okay :)

At 15 weeks..
Some if not most people can already feel their babies moving..
My experienced frens describe the feeling as "blub blub blub".
Macam ade bubble coming from inside..

Mummy is trying my best not to panic..
Cause mummy pon tak sure ade rase ke tak..
Huhuhuuh..

Nevermind little dot..
When you're ready I'm sure you'll let me feel you inside me :)

Can't wait to see you through the scan machine soon..
XoXo